Ready for another round of negativity and truth of luckyland? Be happy, be very happy for the time being for more precious materials had been gathered in which I suspect can make some of you depressed or even offend you. But what the heck, I’m telling the truth.
As the OLD MYTH goes: Truth and justice will prevail.
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Don’t say that u r alone…
Don’t say that nobody cares…
Don’t say that nobody wants u…
Coz it will hurt the one who always by ur side…
Coz it will hurt the one who always cares about u…
Coz it will hurt the one who always like and love u without you realizing it…
Don’t say that u don’t want to live..
Don’t say that u are stupid…
Don’t say that nobody listens to ur problems and whines…
Coz somebody cannot live without you..
Coz somebody looks up and high to you…
Coz somebody always be there to listen to you…
In this life, we are never alone,
Yet there are times we felt that we are,
When that happens, look around you,
You’ll found out that you are not ignored.
There are people who are always by your side,
Giving you strength, Giving you support…
The only thing that makes us felt lonely,
The thinking that the person we care the most,
Does not care about themselves…
Remember….
Before I begin, please read this one first from a friend. University tersayangku. (Credits to Nen)
First and foremost before I started to sprout out my words, let me make sure you understand this; I really love my University, I do not in any way hated this place where I learn and gain knowledge. BUT, what I dissapointed is in the human that exist within this University that did not use the gift of BRAIN.
As you read in the link above, there had been an occasion where most (if not all) of the kesatria trainee felt very angry, hatred and spiteful towards the commanders and also the organizer(s) of an event. Picture this, we were told that the event will be held at 8 a.m. and at 8 a.m. we arrived at the venue. THEN, all of the sudden a message arrived in my phone saying that the event was postponed to 2 p.m. in the same day. I was like; WHAT DO YOU TAKE US FOR??!!!
Do you think that we did not have anything better to do on weekends? We have assignments to do, works to be done and not mention final production for literature. All of these works came from three (3) credit hours subject which by right have the highest priorities. And yet, you blatantly “persuade” (pronouced: force) us to do something at the weekend or weekdays for the sake of one (1) credit hour subject. I know its a requirement for me to graduate but whats the point if I cannot graduate because I fail another subject because of this damn thing!!!!
Don’t get me wrong, I did not said the activities were meaningless. I only hated the method, not the knowledge. The activities if I have to comment I would say that they were among the best ceramah I have ever been. But still, I would prefer to be there without any “persuasion”. Allow me to continue, due to the postpone of the event, my mood had already been ruined. Then, at 2 p.m., as I’m on my way to the venue again (thanks to Ijat&Co. for the ride) I was thinking about human nature. When we arrived, there was practically like nothing had happened. The people in charge were there but they were sitting around drinking and eating.
There were nothing for us as a token to apologize for the incovenience (not that I expected it anyway). On top of that, none, i repeat, NONE of them even try to make a public apology for what had happened!!! It was as if the thing was only natural. ATTITUDE PEOPLE, ATTITUDE!!! Please, be considerate. At least say that they are sorry what-so-ever. They had put many people in difficulties. First of all, as I mentioned, we have a lot of other stuff to do. I know they will counter by saying “we also have many things to do..”, so I will say “then?? you have to know how heavy the burden is…”. The next thing, not all of us are staying in the main camp you *******!!!! Do you know how agonizing it is to wait for the RABID buses to come?? The was even a bus that didn’t stop when we were waiting that day!!! We are in section 17 and main camp is in section 2, that’s quite far you know. And do not let me start about people who lives even farther such as PJ. And then there is someone saying “we also do not live in the main camp, yet still manages to come on time..”. Yeah, I know, but unlike you people, we came from average family and do not have private vehicle!!! (no offence there to my friends).
Suddenly, there is someone saying “Then why didn’t you share the vehicle?”. Oh my God, please forgive the ignorance of some people for not having shame within them. Hello, for how long can we take a ride with them?? Even I personally felt very shy when I take a ride with my friends even though I already knew for them for quite a time. Let alone with another persons whom I barely knows.
Lastly, if by any chance any of the people who were mentioned in this blog came across this thing, think hardly. Have you ever actually considered the feeling of other people? How do you feel after reading this post? Angry? Hurt? Read my lips: TRUTH HURTS!!!! Change for the better!!!
Its been two weeks since my last post. I think there are only a few people left who still visits my blog now and then. Regardless, let me assure those who still reads my blog: I haven’t give up as some people said. I didn’t put any post simply because I don’t have anything to say for the past two weeks. Well, rejoice!! today I have two topics to discuss. The first one is human’s nature (pre-judgement) and the second one is about a great organization who always promotes that they are the best but the truth is; everyday half (if not most) of my friends curse them.
Okay, let’s kick off with our natural behaviour: pre-judgment. This two weeks, I’ve learn that pre-judgment is something that doesn’t pay. The first time was during the Modul which is compulsory for us in order to graduate. I was very-very tired+bored+hate+rebelious+all the negative words when I heard that I had to re-attend the second module. I had been to the second module last semester but due to *TECHNICAL ERROR* the one that I went to last sem was considered invalid. Damn. So, with hateful and cursing in my hearts I went to the module. Then, to my own surprise, I actually enjoyed the module. Okay, the next one is today (21 march) morning. I went to a talk simply because of marks requirement and “volunterring attendance” (compulsory that is). I come as late as possible, with a heavy heart and spinning head (I’m not well today). During the opening ceremony, the ustaz tells us that those who felt that they came because “they have to”, please throw away the thoughts (at that time I was like… yeah, whatever). As soon as the talk starts, again I was surprise because the ustaz actually know what he was doing. The one and a-half hour passed by like twenty minutes, I barely feels it. He was hillarious and also very cynical (which I found as very amusing). So, morale of the story for this two weeks is that: never pre-judge any occasion until you actually attend it.
Moving on to my second story, I here-by declare that this particular company is really making a fool out of their customers. For the past weeks (I forgot how many weeks since I’ve stop counting) the quality of the service their provided is below satifactory. Come on, in the ads you claimed that your company offers the best for the customers and their money but how come when I asked my friends, most of them said that your company s**ks. Sorry for the languange, but I have to express my unsatisfaction. I won’t say the company’s name but I’m sure everyone knows which company is it when I say it’s one of the biggest internet service provider (in malaysia that is). I’m sure you know. Lol. So, anybody with the same problem as I am, feel free to comment.
I mean, if you claim to be the best, show it through your actions, not your ads. I’ve been suffered by the hellness and s**kness of slow internet connections for so long. Even in posting this post I have to wait like, 5 minutes and have to refresh countless times. Do something about it damn it!!. Don’t wait until we change the provider and the you charge through the telephone lines. Anybody, please break this monopoly, its not good if a company have no competition. It’s like giving a child with everything he wants which will eventually spoils him. To other company, if you wish to break this company’s monopoly, here’s my advice; offer a cheaper price with better service and people will change to your company.
I mentioned this in my previous posts, but this time I linked it to another blog since he even has examples: read out loud boys and girls.
Just to add, I myself have witness several sad situations in markets. There was once where I saw an old man wondering about at the rice section in a supermarket. He kept taking AND putting back a bag of 5 kgs rice. There were concerns in his face. I know that the old man was in the process of making decision of whether to buy the rice or not. I was so sad since he was deciding not because he already had some stocks at home, but rather he is in shortage of money. If I had extra money back then, I would’ve helped him.
This makes me wonder how some us live extravagantly and yet claims that there are burdens on them and the people have to understand it when they push the burden to the ordinary people, whereas there are people like the old man who have to decide whether to buy rice or not due to finacial constraint. I am not saying he is the only one; look around you. I’m sure there are a lot of people like the old man. Other than that, in the year where even the great economy giants such as US and Japan are affected by the economic downturn, there is none at all in our daily newspaper mentioned anything about it. Is our country not affected? Our economic state is more powerful than US and Japan? There are no lay-off in our workers? All company is in stable conditions? Spit out the truth already. Everybody knows the economy is unstable, cut the crap about politics in the newspapers and show us the true condition of our country!!!!
As I walk harmlessly upon the face of earth, I noticed a cover of a teenage magazine (do a direct translation into Bahasa Melayu and you’ll get the name). I watch at the magazine’s main article title (yes, I browse through it. And No, I didn’t buy it). The article that made me feel kinda “WHAT!!??” was entitled “Hey si gadis, mengapa masih konservatif?”.
Seriously, I was trying to be an open minded person for a while, but then, the article/author (him/herself) is being narrow-minded. I mean, please. How do you actually define “conservative”? Do you actually know what is the meaning of that word? I read the article briefly because I didn’t buy the magazine (I don’t want to waste RM5 for garbage). It said something about wearing kebaya, baju kurung and the like. Let me ask you, it is really that important to be in fashion even if it sacrifice your religion? They suggested tight baby shirts and the like that will… what’s the word…”highlight” your body shape (including your “assets”). Don’t make me laugh, you do know what the God tells you on how to dress for the girls. (unless of course, you no longer believe in God). I admit I’m no ustaz, but I know there are things that cannot be taken lightly. Hurt by my remarks? It’s the truth.
Moving on, some back their statements by claiming “Islam is a religion that do not force others”. Yes, its true. But that is for the non-follower. Islam did not force the non-believer to believe in Islam. To give example, if you’re not in America, of course you will not be punished according to American Law. Those who still didn’t want to take my words, you have been truly poisoned. Then, in the same magazine, most of the articles are about love, knowing whether the other party is cheating or not, what’s make men look hot, how to flirt etc. Is this the thing that can enhance the capability of our teen? The so-called future leader and hope of the nation? If so, we are already dying.
I’ve met some school boys who cares about nothing accept on how to tackle certain girls and school girls who always follow unknown strangers or boyfriends into clubs/hotels etc. This is the minor direct result of the mentioned type of magazines. If this carry on, soon all of the students will become nothing more than just burdens to the society and have no contribution what-so-ever to the community with exception of social illness. I am an open minded person, but if the other party claims that they are open minded and yet blind on the limit of openness… Then thats it.
Answer this riddle. What is felt nothing when we have it, and yet everything when we lost it?
Again, taken from the net. Most them had happened to me one way or another, and it hurts. Enjoy.
Whenever I find the key to success, someone changes the lock.
The road to success??.. Is always under construction.
Alcohol doesn’t solve any problems, but if you think again, neither does Milk.
In order to get a Loan, you first need to prove that you don’t need it.
All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive or fattening or in a relationship to someone else.
Since Light travels faster than Sound, people appear brighter before you hear them speak.
Everyone has a scheme of getting rich?.. Which never works.
If at first you don’t succeed; Destroy all evidence that you ever tried.
You can never determine which side of the bread to butter. If it falls down, it will always land on the buttered side.
Anything dropped on the floor will roll over to the most inaccessible corner.
As soon as you mention something?? If it is good, it is taken?. If it is bad, it happens.
If you come early, the bus is late. If you come late?? The bus is still late.
Once you have bought something, you will find the same item being sold somewhere else at a cheaper rate.
When in a queue, the other line always moves faster and the person in front of you will always have the most complex of transactions.
If you have paper, you don’t have a pen??. If you have a pen, you don’t have paper?? If you have both, no one calls.
The door bell or your mobile will always ring when you are in the bathroom.
After a long wait for bus no.20, two 20 number buses will always pull in together and the bus which you get in will be more crowded than the other.
If your exam is tomorrow, there will be a power cut tonight.
Irrespective of the direction of the wind, the smoke from the cigarette will always tend to go to the non-smoker
Life Is a
Gift
Today
before you say an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.
Before
you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someonewho has nothing to eat.
Before
you complain about your husband ,wife or your lover – Think of someone who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today
before you complain about life – Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when
you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on your face and think: you’re alive and still
around.
Yes2, finally I have time to spare to write in this truthful blog. First stop, current issues. Have you guys heard of the case of a politician whose *indiscreet* pictures make it to the web and blogs? Yeah, that one. Ok, before you guys started to attack me on why did I mentioned about a politician whereas I said in my header “leave the politics to the politiCAN”, let me say this; this issue has a lot to do with our environment and truth for that matter.
The person whose mentioned above is a politician, thats why her pictures is somewhat a big uproar. What I would like to focus here is those who are not the public figures. Don’t the higher *personnel* realize that the same thing is also happening to the average joes? I mean, there are many (sorry for the lack of nice words) nude pictures of MALAY girls who suppose to claim that they are muslim and yet did it. Not that I blame them 100%, no. While some of them willingly or even take a self-pic and publish it, there are still many who found their pictures circulated without their consent. This is the unlucky girls who are too young to make their own decision (not to mention, to be in love). Most of them are still schooling, and they took the picture because to prove their “love” to their boyfriends.
This is a very saddening trend indeed, and also very worry some. The effects of their action is not only for a short term. Anything that uploaded in the internet cannot be fully erased. There will always be people who will download them, and re-upload them. Imagine that the pictures was circulated today, what will she do when 20 years later, her son found his mother’s naked picture while he was surfing. Wouldn’t she be ashamed? What is her husband’s reaction? (if he is not the one who uploaded it). How about her family? Her in-laws? It is very shameful isn’t it? And worst of all, she will have to bare the effects for the rest of her life. As I mentioned before, IT WILL NEVER DISAPPEAR IF UPLOADED ON THE NET.
You don’t have to far for a prove of my words. Just google up the phrase “gadis melayu” in google with your preferences on or off (it doesn’t matter). See what turns out in the result, be it webpages or image search. Here, I would like to give some advice. To all girls, it is not wrong to love for it is a human’s nature, but be careful if your boyfriend ask you to do anything outside of the marriage lock (that include kissing, groping, sex, ‘ringan2′, etc). There are chances that your action will be recorded by your boyfriend or other people. If they asked you to do those things, it is not a sign of love, it’s LUST. And I’m really sure those who asked their girlfriends to do those sorts of things is not a good man, person, etc. If they really love a girl, they love them unconditionally. What is supposed to be getting at marriage, stays untouched. And girls, don’t give it too easily for the men. Treasure yourself, you worth more than you think.
Lastly, I myself is very worried. Everyday I prayed that my friends and especially my little sister not to be involved in this disgusting phenomenon. How would you feel if you come across your friends or siblings or relatives or worst…. yourself in a very indecent way on the net? And you know that particular pic is easily accesible. sad? angry? dissapointed? Think for yourself, this may hurt but its the truth!!!
Yes, this time its a personal post. Nevertheless, its still the truth although it may not hurts. haha. Em, I haven’t updated my post lately (almost two weeks). To those who was wondering, those two weeks is the busiest weeks I ever had so far. Tests, Reports, Rapports, Assessments, Emotions, all sort of things happened last weeks. Here I would like to thanks to those who still visits and read this blog. I’ll try my best to keep posting. To those who supports me in the time of needs, there is not enough words in this world to thank you guys and girls.
I felt that I can still keep-up with all the work load and also make me realize that I still have a reason to be here. Thanks for giving me a reason. Ano kannojou wa, hontou ni arigatou. Watashi wa anata ni soba ni iru, ureshii na. Anata no yumei wa watashi wa saigo made mamoru. Ganbatte. And lastly, to my brother. Thank you for being so kind in making the new header for this blog. (Nnti kuar minum aq blanja sky-juice weh, hahaha).
